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RutConsider
a pot hole in the road, murky
stagnant
lifeless
liquid fills its shell.
Day by Day by Day
run over with hardly a start
by the offender--
just another queer blemish
on the path frequently traveled.
Loud tar comes to fix
(patch-cover-flatten-hide...fill)
humanity's hole--
a brief relieved dread to be normal
level
in a stony void--
knowing that eventually
Day by Day by Day
its true essence is restored:
an apathetic schism on a smooth surface.Rut by ~xXzemiaXx

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Crack! Goes the girl.The rusty needle
seeks a hardy home.
Its sustenance is the
thread already laid--
the hand not yet held.
It rips out my strings,
tearing
shredding
my shell.
Memories leak through the
crevice
in a final farewell.
They return to those more deserving--
the ones who can handle
their hefty weight.
What use has a corpse for
thoughts of the living?Crack! Goes the girl. by ~xXzemiaXx

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i am imploding.i am imploding.
Tendrils of Smoke
weighed down by
expectation.
Crushed by
happiness.
Underneath i am empty.
A shell
broken open
to reveal death--
withering decay of
thought.
'me' is gone,
lost
in a vortex of change.
How can i find Me
on the other side?
How can i find You
here?i am imploding. by ~xXzemiaXx

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I need a muse.I need a muse.
Someone...to amuse me?
to inspire me?
I can't even think anymore.
No more memories.
No more similarity in the unknown.
The only thing so unknown is words, now.
I'm detaching myself from life.
None of it matters,
but if that's true,
Why am I so afraid to do...anything?
Why can't I just ask the question
burrowed deep in the subconscious of my heart?
I believe I am secretly pleased at this death.
It's easier than accepting my cowardice as fact--
accepting life as lost.
It is all just a game,
but we aren't the pawns,
we are the players.I need a muse. by ~xXzemiaXx

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An honest effort.

by ~xXzemiaXx, Mar 17, 2013, 4:06:45 PM
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I am not a writer unless I'm writing, so I'm going to make an honest effort to write more. I'm not sure how well this will go, but I might as well state my intent.
I just need to get over the fact that what I write won't be perfect right away. It seems like it should be obvious and okay, but it bugs me. At least I know what most of the problem is.
Woot.

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Edmily
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature

United States

I'm somewhere between a vegan and a vegetarian. I'm an atheistic bodhi-satanist. I have natural red curly hair-- though maybe tomorrow I'll be bald?

Architecture and writing are the best forms of art...
my dream is to design a kick ass library.(=
[though libraries are already, in their own right, pretty damn kick ass]

"Money is the one true Evil.
Nature is the actual God.
Morality is an engraved Lie.
Music is Life.
Written word is Power."

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